sometimes not knowing whats right is... right?

so today has been... something, idk what to call it. man knight was fun although i was dissapointed in the lack of revenge on the girls. oh yeah, and the fact that a certain someone (madison elizabeth campbell) threw my tooth brush into the middle of the church front yard, wich happened to make me madder than ive been in a long time. mix that with some buddies of mine acting like total jerks/and or fags and u get me ready to fight ne one who was willing. needless to say i didnt fight ne one or this blog would be titled " fight for your right: to have good dental hygiene". so i didnt sleep at all, till i got home around 230 and i then slept till 6. we then went out to eat with some of my cousins, and on the way home me and my dad got into a heated discussion, that ended up with a 2 and a half hour talk in the driveway. it went from our discussion in the car, to wether hes proud of me, to if i want to play football, to ppl who follow blindly. and i realized a couple things.

1. set your own standards for yourself. and dont base them off ne thing ne one else says or does.
2. not knowing whats right is in truth the best place to be. bc is it worth it if u have a cheat sheet?
3. my dad is super man.

now, to say that i am consoled in my struggles that we discussed would be a lie, but my late night talk with my dad has put me at ease.

my friend kayla has been txtng me the past two days, and she is a MESS. first off her bf is a total faggot, he treats her like crap, he gets drunk all the time, and hes actually convinced her that she doesnt deserve him. i strangley feel called to do what i can to help her out, like idk its weird. i truly feel that god wants me to be the one thats there for her. i cant explain it except that its one of those things that if i dont try ill hate myself.

something for your brain to chew on.

think of the last good thing you did, wether it be a mission trip or w.e
how many ways did you help the world?
how many ways did gods will become fulfilled?
what if there wasnt a point?
what was the point?
was there many points?
was the work worth it?

figure it out, ripKID